Reassurance

Sitting here talking to him,
Praising God I am forgiven,

Along time coming, my desires come first,
Living in sin, nothing seems worse.

My mind clear, your presence near
My heart, my thoughts, my doubts, my fears

Given hope, redeemed by grace
What I wouldn't give, to see his face

Shattered and torn, at times falling fast,
Caught in a feeling, a moment, the past.

Easily side tracked, pushed around
The weight too heavy I fall to the ground

To my knees I fall, calling your name
Your mercy and love, no longer ashamed

Created by Him, His hands, His love
Saved by Grace, called from above.

Close your eyes, my Son, breathe,
look to the sky, I am all you need.

You work, you plead, you cry to me
I love you child, can't you see

Relax, be free, set your mind above,
I’m with you there, don't doubt my love.

Patience my friend, remember, in my time
You don't need a moment, a word, or sign.

Carried you and tested your heart.
Growing in the moments, we seemed far apart

Push through the doubt; rise above
My son stay strong, Be patient in love.

.... In the Moment

Its been some time since my last piece and i pray that this is timely to all who read it! Whether now or ten years for now I pray that the words from God echo in your heart and speak to you in some way.
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My God, My king, My Father, My friend.
We sit here and shout, the hurt wont mend.

We run the race, we come in last,
It’s not about winning, God just laughs.

He has called you, he has called me
Follow the light, walk to eternity.

Give up, give in, run, and be scared?
Your love never ending, the pain is still there.

Father I am calling, I want you here,
The doubts, the lies, my thoughts, my fears.

That person, the hurt, from just the other day,
Clouded by darkness, Lord please take it away.

I cry to you now, like every night before,
My path not perfect, yet you are my core.

I know who you are, I want your touch
Empty me please, your love means so much

I can’t move on, I can’t get passed it,
I’m stuck in a box, I feel so crowded

Nothing works, my hope is gone,
Lord hear my cry, “What have I Done Wrong?”

Songs play, my heart opens wide,
Come to me father, tears fall from my eyes.

To walk in your path, not stagger my own,
I know I screw up as these pages have formed.

My broken soul, reaching for your hands,
Setting myself apart, forever I’ll stand.

Lord I stand, your grace surrounds,
Forgive me, forgive them, and break the bounds.

You set me free, you called MY name,
In your light today, I have no shame.

Forgiven and send out, disciple of you,
Your word, your touch, your grace so true.

All I want to do, is feel you Lord,
My day, my night, my life now yours.